apparently there were extra employee tablets on board, so they gave them out to us. its better than nothing, but theyre barely functional. few pre-installed applications and games and thats it, no way to install anything else OR make your own programs. going to try to get into the habit of using these notes to keep track of time and keep myself busy.

this is arguably worse than our situation on the tulpar. at least there people knew how to mind their own business and keep to themselves. here, i get lectured constantly about drinking and have to get my blood drawn every few days. blonde lady here gets all touchy when i suggest that i can help out with maintenance here too, so nothing to do but play the shitty company sanctioned minesweeper knockoff.

on top of the blood draws, that damn doctor is trying to get all personal to try and talk me out of doing what the hell i want to do with my own damn self. the lack of respect on this goddamn ship is abysmal.

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the way people act in this damn tin can is ridiculous. i have never met a group with less basic human decency. the only thing any of these fuckers care about is my problem with the goddamn mouthwash. not a single one of them has bothered to talk to me about any goddamn thing else. all i am to them i guess. would be easier to ignore if they didnt constantly try to make their idiocy and stubbornness on the thing MY problem. i just want them to get out of my damn business and stop putting their noses where they dont belong.

last tablet decided that it was going to break down. wouldnt turn on even though it was at half battery when it shut itself down. tried every damn thing in the book for three hours before i gave it up. destroyed the thing because it was broken anyway, and started a whole bunch of shit, apparently. neil went around fussing about me and pitched a fit when i told him not to do shit like that.

co-pilot also wants to talk to me. i have a feeling with how that doctor had threatened to tell the captain to intervene a few times, i know exactly what he wants to talk to me about.

-find some way to get tools

-maybe make a cooling unit? may be harder on battery(ies?) and also could be negated partially with a lack of casing

-modify single cpu, maybe scrap other one for it

-crack os

itd be a lot easier to do any of this if i had more access to anything on this damn ship but god knows thats not gonna happen anytime soon.